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Oh, sweet Merlin. Even keeping busy and trying to drive Sirius mad isn't working. I saw him at lunch today. Perfect view. I sat down without even thinking about the fact that I would be facing the Slytherin table.
Maybe it would help to talk to someone about this. Not Alex though. He seems to think I should just get over it. Alex never even liked Severus in the first place. Not that he really knows him. I don't know if Ben would understand either...and I'm not sure I want to make him listen to me whine. I think this is a situation that needs girlfriends, but they all seem to be about as happy as me at the moment. Well...Marlene did seem a bit happier. Dorcas just doesn't talk much anymore. Not that I do, really, either. Emmeline...I don't know what counts as happy for her, and I don't think I know her well enought to go telling her things like this. Besides, he's her housemate.
I still have his books. Part of me just wants to Owl him the books and tell him to send that bottle he wants to give me by return Owl. Rather cowardly of me, isn't it? Another part of me wants to talk to him. I don't know which part will win.... Hold on.
I've just recieved an owl from him. Sweet Merlin, he wants to meet me after classes. Should I go meet him? What am I saying? Of course I should![/Private]