Apr 24, 2011 18:43
Feeling a little lost now. Like I threw the coin into the air and now I'm just waiting for it to fall. I've done things I cannot change, and we've been through things that are for forever. I wonder now what is going through your mind. You say it's alright, but is it really?
Right now, I honestly don't know what to think. I know I'm not supposed to be thinking about anything but my paper tomorrow. But I can't help it. My mind wanders and my heart kinda aches.
I don't think I've felt this way before. At peace yet uneasy. How paradoxical. At peace because I know there is nothing more that I can do, uneasy because from here on, its not up to me.
I'm tired of all of this. And I want it to end. How it ends now is up to you.
But I know I hope it ends in a pinky promise with a kiss.