Today sucks.
Last night I dreamed about Amy Kish... we were younger, and I saw her in school, and I tried to warn her that she would die... *cries* I always dream about her. I guess you never know what you have until it's gone. I loved her so much. It's not fair... it's just fucking not fair.
I slept for thirteen and a half hours last night. Then I got up and watched Girl, Interrupted... I tried to force myself to watch Muppet Treasure Island, because that movie always cheers me up. But I couldn't reason with myself. So I popped in Girl and cried for two hours.
Then I took a shower, and that didn't really make me feel any better, like it was supposed to.
Then I forced myself to eat something, not because I was hungry... but because everyone needs to eat.
Today sucks.
I slept for thirteen and a half hours last night. Then I got up and watched Girl, Interrupted... I tried to force myself to watch Muppet Treasure Island, because that movie always cheers me up. But I couldn't reason with myself. So I popped in Girl and cried for two hours.
Then I took a shower, and that didn't really make me feel any better, like it was supposed to.
Then I forced myself to eat something, not because I was hungry... but because everyone needs to eat.
Today sucks.