So here is my life...
I am moving to New York City on the 20th of July. *scream* This is single-handedly the scariest thing ever in my life. But I am so excited. I have a job that I'm sure I'll love. I am going to be a makeup artist for Benefit Cosmetics at the Bloomingdale's in SoHo, so come see me. I still want to act, and direct, but mostly I just want to be in the city. I realize more and more that I just need to go and be in a real city, with mass transit and money and excitement. I need to see what I will do on my own, before I deal with settling down and playing it safe. I am nervous, but ready.
The hard part is I don't know what I'm going to do without Brian near me. I love him very much, in a way that grows more and more complicated and deep everyday. I need him, and he won't be there. I also know I'm committed to making he and I work; there's just so much we have to do first. I have hope that we will pull through, but the challenge of distance is going to be harder this time than it's ever been. But I'm hopeful.
Oh, I'm also blond now. And my hair is long. I love it, maybe it's time for a hair update. Soon. I plan to be on here actually updating more often, so fun times.
The hard part is I don't know what I'm going to do without Brian near me. I love him very much, in a way that grows more and more complicated and deep everyday. I need him, and he won't be there. I also know I'm committed to making he and I work; there's just so much we have to do first. I have hope that we will pull through, but the challenge of distance is going to be harder this time than it's ever been. But I'm hopeful.
Oh, I'm also blond now. And my hair is long. I love it, maybe it's time for a hair update. Soon. I plan to be on here actually updating more often, so fun times.