as time runs down, days to live , drain the blood from this valentine
...and counting 4 hours and I will be on my way to the airport to a Ny yay right? nope I'm back to that feeling that i dont really wanna go. I will just be missing so much stuff here. what if my friends forget about me . find a replacement for me I wouldnt be able to deal with that. last night was such a blast. we had a BBQ and just hung out and then we played golf I mean common Nyc.. Golf? BBQ? yah right. o well im just complaining to much I guess but I should have the reason to. I Met a pretty cool girl last night shes really smart nice looking and funny... good times. Yah I just got some crap from my mom for looking like a bum I dont understand it . I must be one rich looking Bum. well anyways im off to do some stuff wish me luck pray for me haha. yah and hopefully ill update soon