melodrama? that was not in the job description.
there has been some light shed on my situation. seriously. i just want my best friend back. sex or none. i just want mutual respect. i would never. fucking ever. treat you this way. how have you not called me in a week and not missed me either!?!?!?! this isht has gone on too long but i'm not about to find you first. no crawling. no groveling. no begging. no fucking. so irritating. so inconsiderate. you have the audacity to play me like i'm some of the half-witted, average-looking, smelly twats you fucked around with this summer?!
you need some growing up to do, yes you fucking do.
my friend carey is in a very very VERY similar situation as me and even had the same sort of evening as i did last night. funny though she has this interesting boy with cash who is smitten over her all the way down in Frisco. so he sent her this email, which she sent to me. which makes me feel a liddle better.
another day.. just breathe.
that song ALWAYS makes me feel better. who gives a shit about mitsubishi.
for now? bitch be craaaaazy...
the email:
I have been seeing someone who had a boyfriend as well. And I really
liked her and she broke my heart. She liked him more. You can
analyze and analize (how do you spell analize) affairs of the heart
and you will get nowhere. Its hard to understand how people do what
they do, as far as cheating goes, especially when they really love
the person they are with (which was the case in our situations). But
as far as I'm concerned, or anyone, you are not a homewrecker, that
guy is his own home wrecker. Yes maybe its noble to resist
temptation for some girl you don't know, but really, you don't know
her and you don't make your life decisions on some random girls
behalf.....only friends and family are granted that
priviledge....you broke no rule of decency unless this girl was your
friend. But none of us are perfect, and the fact that you feel bad
means you are a very nice person and mean well, that's more than I
could say or most people. He made his decision and sought you
out...actually, if anything, they know where they stand now, for
better or worse. You helped them in a not so subtle way! It also
hurts a bit, I'm sure you are hurt because you like this guy. That
is juicy. So who is this Justin guy anyway? I think he is a tool and
you are no longer allowed to see him (why don't we just make that
the new rule for all canadian guys in general, I mean can you really
get all turned on from a group of guys that say "ohh yeahh eh!"
after ever sentence). So that is my amazing advice. I'm sure,
because of its wisdom it has given your conscience much clarity and
now you are ready to move on with the rest of your life.
you need some growing up to do, yes you fucking do.
my friend carey is in a very very VERY similar situation as me and even had the same sort of evening as i did last night. funny though she has this interesting boy with cash who is smitten over her all the way down in Frisco. so he sent her this email, which she sent to me. which makes me feel a liddle better.
another day.. just breathe.
that song ALWAYS makes me feel better. who gives a shit about mitsubishi.
for now? bitch be craaaaazy...
the email:
I have been seeing someone who had a boyfriend as well. And I really
liked her and she broke my heart. She liked him more. You can
analyze and analize (how do you spell analize) affairs of the heart
and you will get nowhere. Its hard to understand how people do what
they do, as far as cheating goes, especially when they really love
the person they are with (which was the case in our situations). But
as far as I'm concerned, or anyone, you are not a homewrecker, that
guy is his own home wrecker. Yes maybe its noble to resist
temptation for some girl you don't know, but really, you don't know
her and you don't make your life decisions on some random girls
behalf.....only friends and family are granted that
priviledge....you broke no rule of decency unless this girl was your
friend. But none of us are perfect, and the fact that you feel bad
means you are a very nice person and mean well, that's more than I
could say or most people. He made his decision and sought you
out...actually, if anything, they know where they stand now, for
better or worse. You helped them in a not so subtle way! It also
hurts a bit, I'm sure you are hurt because you like this guy. That
is juicy. So who is this Justin guy anyway? I think he is a tool and
you are no longer allowed to see him (why don't we just make that
the new rule for all canadian guys in general, I mean can you really
get all turned on from a group of guys that say "ohh yeahh eh!"
after ever sentence). So that is my amazing advice. I'm sure,
because of its wisdom it has given your conscience much clarity and
now you are ready to move on with the rest of your life.