I CAN FEEL, COLD STEAL ON MY SHAKING SKIN....A LONG KISS GODDBYE!!!
OMG JON IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
that makes me sooooOooOOOOoOOoOoO Happy!
BLAH! HAPPIENESS!!=)
....doesn't really feel that good....
I mean it does...but when Jon called, he said that he loved me...and that it's going to get hard in our realationship b/c we wont see eachother as much, and i dont care how much i see him as long as i get to talk to him, im fine, i couldnt be happier....but i hope he sees it that way, when he said that he told me not to worry he wasnt breaking up with me. yes that made me feel better, but when Jon was gone I realized just how much I love and kinda rely on him keeping me sain...and when he was gone I freaked out. and now that he told me that it was going to get hard for us i got scared again, i dont want him to break up for me for some stupid reason like that, ive already had someone(jeff) break up with me for that reason, and it *scares* the crap outta me.
BLAH!!!!!! i dunno what i would do w/o him...sounds pathetic...but true.
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
that makes me sooooOooOOOOoOOoOoO Happy!
BLAH! HAPPIENESS!!=)
....doesn't really feel that good....
I mean it does...but when Jon called, he said that he loved me...and that it's going to get hard in our realationship b/c we wont see eachother as much, and i dont care how much i see him as long as i get to talk to him, im fine, i couldnt be happier....but i hope he sees it that way, when he said that he told me not to worry he wasnt breaking up with me. yes that made me feel better, but when Jon was gone I realized just how much I love and kinda rely on him keeping me sain...and when he was gone I freaked out. and now that he told me that it was going to get hard for us i got scared again, i dont want him to break up for me for some stupid reason like that, ive already had someone(jeff) break up with me for that reason, and it *scares* the crap outta me.
BLAH!!!!!! i dunno what i would do w/o him...sounds pathetic...but true.
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me