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What is wrong with me? I'm turning into such a girl. I was late to everything yesterday, and it was either because I was fixing my make-up or fixing my hair. What is that? I don't do that. And to top it all off, I feel so emotional. I've still only cried the once, but I always feel like I'm on the verge of it. That would be fine (but weird) if I had a reason, but I don't. I got a little upset listening to Rick and Bubba this morning. They were talking about football. I don't care about football. If I weren't from the Auburn area I wouldn't have had a clue what they were talking about at all. I got upset reading some livejournals, too, but I won't get into that.
I don't want to go to graduate school. But if I don't...what am I gonna do? If I do go, what am I gonna do? Live alone. Go to school. Work to pay for school. Live around a bunch of peope I won't know and probably won't like. Ugh. I can't go home anymore. And I don't want to live off my sisters for the rest of my life. Ugh.
I'm becoming extra sensitive, too. I don't know what that's about, but it's getting on my nerves.
I want to have a friendship where I am not the only one trying. I have a few, but I'm about to lose at least one. I'm tired, and I think I'm gonna quit trying with everyone else. Nothing personal. But it's hard to care when it feels like no one else does.
I don't want to go to graduate school. But if I don't...what am I gonna do? If I do go, what am I gonna do? Live alone. Go to school. Work to pay for school. Live around a bunch of peope I won't know and probably won't like. Ugh. I can't go home anymore. And I don't want to live off my sisters for the rest of my life. Ugh.
I'm becoming extra sensitive, too. I don't know what that's about, but it's getting on my nerves.
I want to have a friendship where I am not the only one trying. I have a few, but I'm about to lose at least one. I'm tired, and I think I'm gonna quit trying with everyone else. Nothing personal. But it's hard to care when it feels like no one else does.