It's hard to say that I was wrong
Last night was fairly interesting. Gamby is here and says HOLA to all journal using people.
Well, so we got there right as Maxeen was finishing up and me and Gamby decided to work our way to the front. Well I started feeling dizzy and decided I'd go to the bar to look for someplace to sit down. PASSED OUT. Then someone woke me up and asked me if I was okay, said I was fine, tried to find the bathroom and PASSED OUT. By this time there were 5960958609 people all around me asking if I was okay. They picked me up, tried to bring me down the stairs and i PASSED OUT. I passed out again once getting to the chair. A very nice woman who worked there named Carla took care of me. They gave me a free quesadilla.
I was better just in time for The Early November. They opened with my second favorite song. They didn't play Ever So Sweet. I almost cried.
Hawthorne Heights was good, I saved Emily a couple of times from near death experiences.
Anyway, while I was passed out/ dizzy in the front of the building Emily and Brian showed up. Emily thought when I said "overheated" that I said that I had ODed it was funny. It was such a relief to see the both of them. I guess since the journal is where the friendship pretty much ended, it will be the place where I seek forgiveness.
Emily,
I'm sorry for the way I've been acting. I'm sorry for being a bitch, I'm sorry for taking things out of proportion. I'm sorry for blaming things on you that were in fact not your fault. I'm sorry for causing you any pain. I'm sorry for bringing unnceccsary drama into your life. I feel that all of this doesn't need to be repeated, we went through it last year, we made it out, and we were best friends. I don't see why we should do it again. I realize that there will always be jealousy when it comes to us, but I think that just becuase I can't have Brian as a friend, doesn't mean that I can't have you as a friend also. I'm beginning to take the hint that Brian would rather leave me in his past, and I don't want to leave you behind strictly on those principals. So I'm sorry. I really truely am. It was such a relif to see you last night and I realized that none of this is worth anything. I hope this doesn't turn into last year and we can resolve this now.
Well, so we got there right as Maxeen was finishing up and me and Gamby decided to work our way to the front. Well I started feeling dizzy and decided I'd go to the bar to look for someplace to sit down. PASSED OUT. Then someone woke me up and asked me if I was okay, said I was fine, tried to find the bathroom and PASSED OUT. By this time there were 5960958609 people all around me asking if I was okay. They picked me up, tried to bring me down the stairs and i PASSED OUT. I passed out again once getting to the chair. A very nice woman who worked there named Carla took care of me. They gave me a free quesadilla.
I was better just in time for The Early November. They opened with my second favorite song. They didn't play Ever So Sweet. I almost cried.
Hawthorne Heights was good, I saved Emily a couple of times from near death experiences.
Anyway, while I was passed out/ dizzy in the front of the building Emily and Brian showed up. Emily thought when I said "overheated" that I said that I had ODed it was funny. It was such a relief to see the both of them. I guess since the journal is where the friendship pretty much ended, it will be the place where I seek forgiveness.
Emily,
I'm sorry for the way I've been acting. I'm sorry for being a bitch, I'm sorry for taking things out of proportion. I'm sorry for blaming things on you that were in fact not your fault. I'm sorry for causing you any pain. I'm sorry for bringing unnceccsary drama into your life. I feel that all of this doesn't need to be repeated, we went through it last year, we made it out, and we were best friends. I don't see why we should do it again. I realize that there will always be jealousy when it comes to us, but I think that just becuase I can't have Brian as a friend, doesn't mean that I can't have you as a friend also. I'm beginning to take the hint that Brian would rather leave me in his past, and I don't want to leave you behind strictly on those principals. So I'm sorry. I really truely am. It was such a relif to see you last night and I realized that none of this is worth anything. I hope this doesn't turn into last year and we can resolve this now.