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HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY!!!
your finally 18!! i love youu <33
so today in school i completely broke down..
i was just sitting in my class, staring out the window not talking to anyone, and this girl marie was like char are you ok? and i just looked at her, and started crying. i was hysterical, and couldnt stop. she made me feel a little better because we talked, but still..this sucks.
and idk what to do. all i want is one person that knows what im going through. someone that i can relate to. a friend that i can by myself around, someone i have something in common with.
i was talking to justin the other day, and i was like i just want these next 2 years to be done and over with. and he was like why these next 2 years should be the most fun years of your life. and hes right. they should be. but they wont be. mine wont be.
anyways, i got my pictures from new york developed, and i was actually kinda dissappointed. idk why but i thought they'd be better..
and ive come to the conclusion that if im in a picture, the person needs to be at least 7 feet from me, because i look SO GROSS in close up pics...maybe ill post some later..