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i want him to be happy. i want whats best for him. i dont want him to look back on the possible week i could spend with him and regret it because she found out. i want to spend the week with him. i dont want her in the picture, but i want do. i want to be happy for him that hes found someone else. but i hope she doesn't take my place. i dont want him to go behind her back while she is gone just because he says he still loves me. i would do anything to still be with him. i want to be with him though i know its wrong, and he wants to be with me. i know it wouldnt be the right thing to do, because she said 'no messing around with anyone else'..
it would feel so right, and ive been waiting to see him since the day i left. but it would be so wrong. we've both been waiting for it. but here she is, getting in the way. i wish i could go back in time. i wish i could change my parents minds. i wish i could still be with him. i wish i could be happy for him. i am happy for him, but it hurts to hear him talk about another girl. and he told her about me, that he loved me, and was heart broken when i left. and she doesnt know i am coming back. this SUCKS
it would be so weird to see him and just be 'friends' we havent been just friends in almost 2 years..
it would feel so right, and ive been waiting to see him since the day i left. but it would be so wrong. we've both been waiting for it. but here she is, getting in the way. i wish i could go back in time. i wish i could change my parents minds. i wish i could still be with him. i wish i could be happy for him. i am happy for him, but it hurts to hear him talk about another girl. and he told her about me, that he loved me, and was heart broken when i left. and she doesnt know i am coming back. this SUCKS
it would be so weird to see him and just be 'friends' we havent been just friends in almost 2 years..