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dang i have not entered in this thing for so long.... life has been a great mixture. as it most often remains:)
This nanny stuff is wearing me out but i think the benefits i will reap from the stress and intense labor will be worth all the time i am spending with these boys. I do enjoy them, i just get bored with playing pokemon for hours on end you know:) anywho so yeah i am enjoying that(not to be shallow but the company and the pay) and then whenever i can i come home and eat with my parents and then go hang out most often with miss shawna. It is so nice to be back from school and be able to hang out with her even if we don;t do anything at all. The confidence i lost at school and the insecurities i felt melt away more and more each day i am back with her and my girls. It is fabulous so yeah having a good time with that.
It feels good to have made a promise to myself and my surroundings. Two actually. i feel like even though i have been home for summer for almost two months already and feel unaccomplished in every way i am making personal goals and tests that i am trying to fulfill so i can get the most out of the situations to come.
I am going to make sure things work because if i do anything less than i will let myself down in more ways than i can stomach.
yeah so i will be updating this a lot more now..
just so you know:) hahahah i am a dork
This nanny stuff is wearing me out but i think the benefits i will reap from the stress and intense labor will be worth all the time i am spending with these boys. I do enjoy them, i just get bored with playing pokemon for hours on end you know:) anywho so yeah i am enjoying that(not to be shallow but the company and the pay) and then whenever i can i come home and eat with my parents and then go hang out most often with miss shawna. It is so nice to be back from school and be able to hang out with her even if we don;t do anything at all. The confidence i lost at school and the insecurities i felt melt away more and more each day i am back with her and my girls. It is fabulous so yeah having a good time with that.
It feels good to have made a promise to myself and my surroundings. Two actually. i feel like even though i have been home for summer for almost two months already and feel unaccomplished in every way i am making personal goals and tests that i am trying to fulfill so i can get the most out of the situations to come.
I am going to make sure things work because if i do anything less than i will let myself down in more ways than i can stomach.
yeah so i will be updating this a lot more now..
just so you know:) hahahah i am a dork