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i am writing this after a night filled with nothing but love and laughs. I am amazed constantly of the people who i am blessed with. I feekl really seperated from what i once knew. they brough me back home and i am relaizing that i have not invested enough of my time in the people who actually show that they care. life is short life is too damn short. i love you all...charity thank you for the wonderfully entertaining drive down there and getting lost. your beautiful heart is a constant reminder of how great people can be. brandon- your family is amazing and that is shown through you and your genuine heart, you always give more love to us all than anyone asks for. i hope you have a better semester with more time for you and to really live outside of the textbooks, my prayers are with your cousin. long- i cannot even put to words how much i love you, charity and i tried but we couldn't, you are beautiful and ellaborately loving. that heart of yours is an inspiration to mine and you make me laugh more than many people do.thank you. Erika- man you are goofy but i love it. we haven;t that much time to talk but your love, sensitivity and strength are things i look up to and admire in you. JUst seeing your smile and retainer make me smile and glow as well i suppose. Jeremy- the love i have for you and your spirit is indescribable. you wearing my boots and dancing around makes me smile as well as your quirkiness and strength above all. i have not been there for you much but if you ever need anything i am always availible. you deserve more love than i alone could ever provide. keep on making people shine! roberto- you are a stud that is it and thank you for the entertaining story of your girlfriend and the first date it was a highlight of the evening. thank you for always being so sweet and genuine your words fill my heart. brian- you are a beacon of wisdom you would be surprised how many times i have asked myself what would brian say, do or tell me hahah i love it and the faith that you have. you have no amount of ugliness in your soul and it is clear to all of those you show love to. michelle- you are so strong. beauty is all i can think of only kind words and genuine thoughts about you. thank you for being so amazingly kind of wonderful this world has wonderful things in store for you.alex- you know of the love i have for you . the happiness beaming out of me right now is for you. your faith and humor has led you through your challenges. i could not be happier for you that you have found a love, you are succeeding and you feel home. i love you and what you have taught me in the last four months, especially, you are a true friend and the love you have shown and give to me makes me so happy. to all of you who could not make it to the reunioni send my whole heart to you we were thinking of you and your beautiful smiles and hearts. everyone please pray for brandons cousin to make a speedy recovery and to feel the love coming from people who do not know him.
wow. i watched garden state the night before last and the idea of home in that movie hit me so hard. i don't feel home right now i have left my heart in pullman. that may sound sad but the fact is i am not related to anything here of substinance. yes my friends but there are few friends who i feel really attached to and that is hard for me to see and emote with. i am closer to those who are by my side and make the effort. this is hard for me to realize but i need to let go of those who don;t show the importance of our friendship and come to terms with that knowing that i am growing up and they are as well. errr i am having a difficult time with that but those i love know it and that will never end. these are the people i can relate to and care for most. i am excited to get back to pullman with a fresh start and back tot he girls. all my love to you..we are all so closely related and intertwined we need to remember that daily. help those who do not have the priveledges you do because all good things in this life are brought on by love and the goodness in human beings i am witness to the love you can recieve from people who are genuine. life well, laugh much and love often. thank you to all of those who remind me of this daily. i would not be able to work daily without you and the faith you have me. i will try to shine that light to the rest of the world. love, in its purest form from me to you! best wishes for the new year as well!
wow. i watched garden state the night before last and the idea of home in that movie hit me so hard. i don't feel home right now i have left my heart in pullman. that may sound sad but the fact is i am not related to anything here of substinance. yes my friends but there are few friends who i feel really attached to and that is hard for me to see and emote with. i am closer to those who are by my side and make the effort. this is hard for me to realize but i need to let go of those who don;t show the importance of our friendship and come to terms with that knowing that i am growing up and they are as well. errr i am having a difficult time with that but those i love know it and that will never end. these are the people i can relate to and care for most. i am excited to get back to pullman with a fresh start and back tot he girls. all my love to you..we are all so closely related and intertwined we need to remember that daily. help those who do not have the priveledges you do because all good things in this life are brought on by love and the goodness in human beings i am witness to the love you can recieve from people who are genuine. life well, laugh much and love often. thank you to all of those who remind me of this daily. i would not be able to work daily without you and the faith you have me. i will try to shine that light to the rest of the world. love, in its purest form from me to you! best wishes for the new year as well!