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There is only so much that I can do for a person. Only so much that I can give.
He said that I used to motivate him, now it's been thrown into my face. I wanted him to better himself. I didn't want him to struggle through life. I wanted us to live happily together. Apparently, I forced him to do what he didn't want to do. You can't force anybody to do anything. I didn't take his hand, and physically force him to do anything. I'm stepping back now, bettering myself and only me. I don't want to see a future with him anymore. I want to live in the present, whatever happens, happens. I only refuse to struggle through life.
I can't speak my mind. Honesty, I learned, is not best. If you can't handle the truth, then don't ask me. If you accuse of me of being someone that I am not, then that is on you. If you think of me in a way that I am not, then I won't accept that.
I don't know what to do at this point. Forever is an unrealistic thought in my mind at the moment. Forever is something that we express, but we can't really mean. Love is a sad excuse to be accepted. Love is a two-way street. If you don't love me like I thought you did, then we shouldn't be together.
I have done nothing wrong. I have never betrayed him, as he has me. I have not stopped loving him, as I feel that he has stopped loving me. I have never thought of him as someone different, as he has me.
He said that I used to motivate him, now it's been thrown into my face. I wanted him to better himself. I didn't want him to struggle through life. I wanted us to live happily together. Apparently, I forced him to do what he didn't want to do. You can't force anybody to do anything. I didn't take his hand, and physically force him to do anything. I'm stepping back now, bettering myself and only me. I don't want to see a future with him anymore. I want to live in the present, whatever happens, happens. I only refuse to struggle through life.
I can't speak my mind. Honesty, I learned, is not best. If you can't handle the truth, then don't ask me. If you accuse of me of being someone that I am not, then that is on you. If you think of me in a way that I am not, then I won't accept that.
I don't know what to do at this point. Forever is an unrealistic thought in my mind at the moment. Forever is something that we express, but we can't really mean. Love is a sad excuse to be accepted. Love is a two-way street. If you don't love me like I thought you did, then we shouldn't be together.
I have done nothing wrong. I have never betrayed him, as he has me. I have not stopped loving him, as I feel that he has stopped loving me. I have never thought of him as someone different, as he has me.