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Just had another argument with my father. I don't know why I had this stupid idea of going to university again. Its expensive, I need books and I don't have money.
My father said that if I got in, he'd pay for them, so I believed him even though I had heard it before, it was the same when I didn't get in violin school because he didn't pay $50 for me to take the sats.
Same thing when I gave up the violin school thing, so I wanted to be a luthier (someone who builds violins) and again the same thing happened.
And now I'm sitting here, with lots of papers and work to do and write, without having any material to work with. Its all fucked up
My father said that if I got in, he'd pay for them, so I believed him even though I had heard it before, it was the same when I didn't get in violin school because he didn't pay $50 for me to take the sats.
Same thing when I gave up the violin school thing, so I wanted to be a luthier (someone who builds violins) and again the same thing happened.
And now I'm sitting here, with lots of papers and work to do and write, without having any material to work with. Its all fucked up