Sick of doing this....
Sick of looking for work. Sick of not finding it. Sick of rejections. Sick of ever being good enough. Sick of always being second best. Sick of being cold. Sick of worrying. Sick of pretending everything will be okay. Sick of platitudes. Sick of loss. Sick of loneliness. Sick of sobriety. Sick of feeling worthless. Sick of trying. Sick of getting up. Sick of living.
