[FANART] Mikhail / Fei Long
Since I got stuck doing the coloured version (which I am supplying with an appropriate background) and major RL problems won't let me to finish it soon, here is the Black&White version of my fanart! I am hoping that it will not look too bad in your eyes *blush*
Title: Let me love you
Characters: Mikhail / Fei Long
Disclaimer: Mikhail Arbatov and Fei Long belong to Ayano Yamane
Warning:NOTWORKSAFE
This is for alexis, inspired by her fic Dire Consequences
I still don't know what she's going to do with these two guys who have just met in the last chapter published of her fic, but I think I need to explain the reason why I was inspired by it.
I think alexis is a great writer and I like her style but she has killed me more than once with her writings (and I still haven't forgiven her for this) because she likes deep angst and loves to make my beloved Fei Long suffer, so I'd never have thought I could draw something for her! XDDD
But then I came upon certain things that she wrote, where Mikhail described Fei Long like this:
"I want everything that he has to give; all his darkness and his pain. I want to draw it out of him until there is no sorrow left in his soul and I can finally pluck the untouched flower of his contentment sleeping under it. I do not want just a night of passion with him. I want a lifetime of having him by my side! I want to quench the sorrow of his eyes and finally have him look at me with love. I want him to be at peace in my arms, so that I can find my own fulfillment in his. And if having that means getting my hands dirty, then so be it! "
and this
"I love him. I want him. I need him. My entire body yearns for him and I do not sleep at night, thinking of him, my mind plagued by the memory of his face both in waking and in sleep, so do you honestly think I give a shit about money in the face of the slightest chance that I may still get him back?"
which made me change my mind....
So here is the result...
CLICK TO ENLARGE
P.S. A friend told me that Mikhail seems a bit forceful towards Fei Long here, so I feel that I have to point out that this is not Mikhail hurting Fei Long. He is only trying - passionately - to make him forget Asami and convince that he is the man of his life.
I hope to see you later for the coloured version ^_^
Title: Let me love you
Characters: Mikhail / Fei Long
Disclaimer: Mikhail Arbatov and Fei Long belong to Ayano Yamane
Warning:NOTWORKSAFE
This is for alexis, inspired by her fic Dire Consequences
I still don't know what she's going to do with these two guys who have just met in the last chapter published of her fic, but I think I need to explain the reason why I was inspired by it.
I think alexis is a great writer and I like her style but she has killed me more than once with her writings (and I still haven't forgiven her for this) because she likes deep angst and loves to make my beloved Fei Long suffer, so I'd never have thought I could draw something for her! XDDD
But then I came upon certain things that she wrote, where Mikhail described Fei Long like this:
"I want everything that he has to give; all his darkness and his pain. I want to draw it out of him until there is no sorrow left in his soul and I can finally pluck the untouched flower of his contentment sleeping under it. I do not want just a night of passion with him. I want a lifetime of having him by my side! I want to quench the sorrow of his eyes and finally have him look at me with love. I want him to be at peace in my arms, so that I can find my own fulfillment in his. And if having that means getting my hands dirty, then so be it! "
and this
"I love him. I want him. I need him. My entire body yearns for him and I do not sleep at night, thinking of him, my mind plagued by the memory of his face both in waking and in sleep, so do you honestly think I give a shit about money in the face of the slightest chance that I may still get him back?"
which made me change my mind....
So here is the result...
CLICK TO ENLARGE
P.S. A friend told me that Mikhail seems a bit forceful towards Fei Long here, so I feel that I have to point out that this is not Mikhail hurting Fei Long. He is only trying - passionately - to make him forget Asami and convince that he is the man of his life.
I hope to see you later for the coloured version ^_^