wtf.
I dont fucking understand this. I try to make everyone happy, but now I
fucking hurt other people to make someone else feel better, and then
they decide thats not what they want. I fucking broke my promise to
hang out with him because he was unhappy and so was I. And hes my best
friend so obviously I want to hang out with him. But no, he fucking
calls me up, asks to hang out with me, so I rush and get all my shit
done just to see him and hes decided that now he doesnt want to hang
out with me because he cant handle it. Well neither the fuck can I. But
thats his choice, so if thats whats gonna make him happy, thats how
things will be. But this always happens to me. I always get walked all
over and I always feel like shit. Oh what a great life I have. Im sorry
for hurting you, and Im sorry that I had to hurt other people in the
process of making you happy. But Im done. Ive realized alot in this
past 30 minutes thanks to him. If someone wants something, thier gonna
get it. And if I get hurt, then its not gonna just change when you want
it to. So I hope you're okay with your own decisions.