Jul 18, 2005 12:12
I spend too much time alone these days, too much time at IHOP, too much time thinking... I don't like to think too much. it(thinking) makes me less awkward and less caught off guard when things happen. I ENJOY that most of the time.
I've been having a really weirdly emo week, and only I can understand why but i don't. I think its because I am a secretive person and don't even realize it. Always hiding, lying, deceiving, being selfish... In my own way, I'm glad its all over.......
I'm really bored and bummed that i can't go to the beach becuse its going to rain, or so the weatherman says. But they are always wrong, lying, deceiving... FUCK YOU, Mr.Weatherman, FUCK YOU!