Nothing will Change unless I face and chase Change straight on!
As of late I was in a slump of wanting change in my life in any way, shape or form. And it seems I've got my wish :)
I won my war on that eye infection, so it never appeared and I got to do all my things with no problems at all really.
I went to check out that school my brother had looked into, but sadly he can't attend because of the stupid educational system and how they treat their special needs students when it comes to the exit exam..but that's a rant for another time T_T Though hopefully I can help change this soon though, cuz I think it's a real shame; he was totally psyched to enroll in their gaming program, but anyways....
So I went to check it out and I dragged Anthony along like I do with everything else and by the end of the tour I was totally ready to sign my life away with them~ <3 It's SO nice having administraters actually Know you, and by Name too. They're at a Lot more personal level then my current school =_= They welcome you to come in and just talk, even the financial adviser, he was super nice too, and the head master guy, at least that's what I think he is, is kinda intimating but he seems nice just he has that kinda front cuz since last I went over there, out of how many times I've gone over there, he's not as scary as the first time when I spoke with him. They were able to match me with one of their programs and boy am I ready to start =D
I've yet to leave the school without a smile on my face. Even when I had to go back to speak about finances with my mother, they helpped us out so much. Usually when the financial aid ppl at college tell you to fill out the FASA or loan thingy, me and my mom would have a hard time with it because we didn't understand it but they sat down WITH US at the school and did it at a nice calm pace <3 they never try to shove us out the door to deal with their next appointment.
What they actually got me, money wise, is also good news. They were able to get me FASA (i really dont know what it's called, besides it's initials) And a loan for $6,000. We're not going to take the full $6,000 since he said it's best not to use it all anyways cuz then I'll what I'll be paying back will be a little less then if i had taken it all, but still, great =D He also told me if I do very well in school and after a while of being in the school I can apply for a grant and some other thing i dont remember what, but I know if i get it, they'll pay off my loan it'll be like I practially went to school for free~~<3
I'm TOTALLY going for it *Q* Private College School for Free = Total Absolute LOVE
They'll also help me get a job to get SOME work experience and even when I graduate, they'll help me get a job then too (they've had graduates get hired at Sega, Tokyo Pop, Disney and other places more for other fields, that I can remember) and I'll even be able to reattent the school for free for the rest of my life if I graduate. So if it's just to take a refresher or to keep up to date, I can come back and not have to really pay anything at all. I'm TOTALLY GOING FOR A+'s NOW
Also they say A+'s help with getting hired too, and the chances of me getting a job are 100% already for my field. I'm so glad I can finally put a name to wtf I'm studying for:
☆ Visual Effects & Digitial Video ☆
AND, to add onto all this info, Anthony was really into it all too and even HE'S looking into attending also. Me and him could totally have the chance to have classes together ♥ Gahhh I hope it works out for him as well as it did for me
Also I changed from glasses to contacts
I've been given my first pair for a 2 week trial and it was scary at first, what with putting them in an all >.< But i got use to it..-ish. Some day's will be easier then others; but lately they've been feeling odd.
I dont know if that's how it's suppost to feel or not, but I'll prob ask to try another pair, even though these were alright at the begining, and even better half-way threw the trail, but now they give me some problems. Randomly, my vision will get blurred just from blinking, and my left eye's just a total bish. It was the more difficult one when starting and it usually, at one point of the day, it'll start to feel like I have something in my eye and I have to keep messing with it.
A few day's ago I could have SWORN I must have had a tiny rock in my eye or something, I just had to take it out cuz it was absolutely annoying. But then again I have to remember, my left eye is the one with the thicker lens, cuz it's the one that needs most help. It makes me wonder if anything could really even be done, or if that's as good as it can get for that eye, cuz the lady told me had this been like back years years ago, I wouldn't have had the option to get contacts cuz it would have been too thick to work with at the time, but w/e, my appointement's tomorrow and I'll her how it's been an all and see what she say's. I will prob ask to see the other lens though, just to be Super duper sure about these lens >.<
And Also~
I DESPERATELY needed to see a Dentist >< my mother was Horrible with us and dential care, but she say's it's because we dont have dential health care, so she doesn't take us for that sole reason T_T
A while ago i notice one of my teeth looked like it broke, and it felt very sharp, and I started to panic and told my mom I HAD to see a dentist, but she just dismissed it saying I was crazy and I should just eat and it'd "grind" back to shape or something. I'm not the sharpist tool in the shed so I thought it made enough sense, and tried it. After a while if felt NO less sharp then it did back then, and I told my mom again to call, and she ignored me. Then after a while, it started to hurt when I'd eat certain foods, and I DEMAND my mother to call the dentist and i told her I was having pains. She say's "ok I'll call the dentist". The next day I ask her if she called, "no, but your dad know's about it and he'll call, he has the number". Ok mom, I'm trusting you, so I wait a day or so to ask my dad. "Dad did you call the dentist yet?" "???" "you know about my tooth? mom said she told you to call the dentist to see my teeth" "I never heard of this >:/" "mom told me she told you about it a few days ago" "No your mother didn't say a word to me about this" ............Thanks for your consern Mom..
Luckily my dad took it seriously, and called the guy, and he was awesome xD
Our dentist is some Peruvian guy, I'm assuming a friend of the family's or something, cuz it seems my whole family knows him, that or it's just the usual "peruvian's going to see peruvian's in the profession" that curculates around the peruvian community i guess @.@
Anyways he makes house calls, cuz actually he use to do work outside his home, and have ppl come to his house, but someone that needed to grow up (seriously, he did it cuz he was unhappy with the guy) told the cops he was doing this and hence he got in trouble and can't do that anymore. So now he's on the move! He packs EVERYTHING with him and brings it to his patience house. It was amazing just seeing it all xD He must keep in shape that way o.o
Anyways he was really nice, even when he told me that I'd need a root cannel cuz my tooth was too far gone. Everyone told me to Fear this D8
It was...ok actually. He kept reassuring me, and trying to work the best he could, even though I was figity >< It does suck to get a root cannel, but I didn't scream in terror like everyone say's it'll be like xD But it WAS uncomfortable ><
I have another appointment with him for Saturday, cuz he said something had to be done? in 2 weeks? it's been a week already, so almost there. But really idk the details of why I needed another appointment but w/e it's for my health.
This Week:
I hope to get a chance to speak with my grandpa about some things. He's like my personal counseler; he wont judge me like other members of my family >>
Hope to get gym worthy clothings so I can actually start attending >.<
Apply to voluenter at the San Gabriel no kill shelter
And Saturday, say hello to nice Dentist guy, and then attend my future school's open house/free work shop thingy with Anthony (and maybe sealing the deal with him attending as well ;D)
♥ ♥ ♥ Change is nice ♥ ♥ ♥
I won my war on that eye infection, so it never appeared and I got to do all my things with no problems at all really.
I went to check out that school my brother had looked into, but sadly he can't attend because of the stupid educational system and how they treat their special needs students when it comes to the exit exam..but that's a rant for another time T_T Though hopefully I can help change this soon though, cuz I think it's a real shame; he was totally psyched to enroll in their gaming program, but anyways....
So I went to check it out and I dragged Anthony along like I do with everything else and by the end of the tour I was totally ready to sign my life away with them~ <3 It's SO nice having administraters actually Know you, and by Name too. They're at a Lot more personal level then my current school =_= They welcome you to come in and just talk, even the financial adviser, he was super nice too, and the head master guy, at least that's what I think he is, is kinda intimating but he seems nice just he has that kinda front cuz since last I went over there, out of how many times I've gone over there, he's not as scary as the first time when I spoke with him. They were able to match me with one of their programs and boy am I ready to start =D
I've yet to leave the school without a smile on my face. Even when I had to go back to speak about finances with my mother, they helpped us out so much. Usually when the financial aid ppl at college tell you to fill out the FASA or loan thingy, me and my mom would have a hard time with it because we didn't understand it but they sat down WITH US at the school and did it at a nice calm pace <3 they never try to shove us out the door to deal with their next appointment.
What they actually got me, money wise, is also good news. They were able to get me FASA (i really dont know what it's called, besides it's initials) And a loan for $6,000. We're not going to take the full $6,000 since he said it's best not to use it all anyways cuz then I'll what I'll be paying back will be a little less then if i had taken it all, but still, great =D He also told me if I do very well in school and after a while of being in the school I can apply for a grant and some other thing i dont remember what, but I know if i get it, they'll pay off my loan it'll be like I practially went to school for free~~<3
I'm TOTALLY going for it *Q* Private College School for Free = Total Absolute LOVE
They'll also help me get a job to get SOME work experience and even when I graduate, they'll help me get a job then too (they've had graduates get hired at Sega, Tokyo Pop, Disney and other places more for other fields, that I can remember) and I'll even be able to reattent the school for free for the rest of my life if I graduate. So if it's just to take a refresher or to keep up to date, I can come back and not have to really pay anything at all. I'm TOTALLY GOING FOR A+'s NOW
Also they say A+'s help with getting hired too, and the chances of me getting a job are 100% already for my field. I'm so glad I can finally put a name to wtf I'm studying for:
☆ Visual Effects & Digitial Video ☆
AND, to add onto all this info, Anthony was really into it all too and even HE'S looking into attending also. Me and him could totally have the chance to have classes together ♥ Gahhh I hope it works out for him as well as it did for me
Also I changed from glasses to contacts
I've been given my first pair for a 2 week trial and it was scary at first, what with putting them in an all >.< But i got use to it..-ish. Some day's will be easier then others; but lately they've been feeling odd.
I dont know if that's how it's suppost to feel or not, but I'll prob ask to try another pair, even though these were alright at the begining, and even better half-way threw the trail, but now they give me some problems. Randomly, my vision will get blurred just from blinking, and my left eye's just a total bish. It was the more difficult one when starting and it usually, at one point of the day, it'll start to feel like I have something in my eye and I have to keep messing with it.
A few day's ago I could have SWORN I must have had a tiny rock in my eye or something, I just had to take it out cuz it was absolutely annoying. But then again I have to remember, my left eye is the one with the thicker lens, cuz it's the one that needs most help. It makes me wonder if anything could really even be done, or if that's as good as it can get for that eye, cuz the lady told me had this been like back years years ago, I wouldn't have had the option to get contacts cuz it would have been too thick to work with at the time, but w/e, my appointement's tomorrow and I'll her how it's been an all and see what she say's. I will prob ask to see the other lens though, just to be Super duper sure about these lens >.<
And Also~
I DESPERATELY needed to see a Dentist >< my mother was Horrible with us and dential care, but she say's it's because we dont have dential health care, so she doesn't take us for that sole reason T_T
A while ago i notice one of my teeth looked like it broke, and it felt very sharp, and I started to panic and told my mom I HAD to see a dentist, but she just dismissed it saying I was crazy and I should just eat and it'd "grind" back to shape or something. I'm not the sharpist tool in the shed so I thought it made enough sense, and tried it. After a while if felt NO less sharp then it did back then, and I told my mom again to call, and she ignored me. Then after a while, it started to hurt when I'd eat certain foods, and I DEMAND my mother to call the dentist and i told her I was having pains. She say's "ok I'll call the dentist". The next day I ask her if she called, "no, but your dad know's about it and he'll call, he has the number". Ok mom, I'm trusting you, so I wait a day or so to ask my dad. "Dad did you call the dentist yet?" "???" "you know about my tooth? mom said she told you to call the dentist to see my teeth" "I never heard of this >:/" "mom told me she told you about it a few days ago" "No your mother didn't say a word to me about this" ............Thanks for your consern Mom..
Luckily my dad took it seriously, and called the guy, and he was awesome xD
Our dentist is some Peruvian guy, I'm assuming a friend of the family's or something, cuz it seems my whole family knows him, that or it's just the usual "peruvian's going to see peruvian's in the profession" that curculates around the peruvian community i guess @.@
Anyways he makes house calls, cuz actually he use to do work outside his home, and have ppl come to his house, but someone that needed to grow up (seriously, he did it cuz he was unhappy with the guy) told the cops he was doing this and hence he got in trouble and can't do that anymore. So now he's on the move! He packs EVERYTHING with him and brings it to his patience house. It was amazing just seeing it all xD He must keep in shape that way o.o
Anyways he was really nice, even when he told me that I'd need a root cannel cuz my tooth was too far gone. Everyone told me to Fear this D8
It was...ok actually. He kept reassuring me, and trying to work the best he could, even though I was figity >< It does suck to get a root cannel, but I didn't scream in terror like everyone say's it'll be like xD But it WAS uncomfortable ><
I have another appointment with him for Saturday, cuz he said something had to be done? in 2 weeks? it's been a week already, so almost there. But really idk the details of why I needed another appointment but w/e it's for my health.
This Week:
I hope to get a chance to speak with my grandpa about some things. He's like my personal counseler; he wont judge me like other members of my family >>
Hope to get gym worthy clothings so I can actually start attending >.<
Apply to voluenter at the San Gabriel no kill shelter
And Saturday, say hello to nice Dentist guy, and then attend my future school's open house/free work shop thingy with Anthony (and maybe sealing the deal with him attending as well ;D)
♥ ♥ ♥ Change is nice ♥ ♥ ♥