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Yeah, yeah work is going great.
Back to what I want to gripe about: I wish I would not find myself riddled with thoughts of "What if?" all the time. I find myself wondering "What if?" about many different aspects of my life.
I started to make this post a week or more again and decided to postpone. I wanted a bigger update. I promise this will not be like some ljs that has no punctuation or paragraph breaks. I have not posted in about two weeks so there is quite a bit to tell.
Reader's Digest version:
Single again. I could say some things but they would come out as hurtful. I harbor no ill will toward him. Things just weren't working out. It happens. The good thing is that we will try to remain friends. Some might say that it takes two to make things work and two to make them fail. I disagree. It only take one who gives up to make things fail. That was me in this case. I was tired of trying and gave up. He tried until the very end. He's a great guy in this aspect.
Enough of that.
I went out friday night with 2 great friends to "celebrate" being single. I went with full intentions of getting WASTED. I didnt even get a buzz. I got to see some friends that I care deeply for resolve some issues. I am going to take partial credit for that. Put another jewel on my tiara. That brings the grand total to 3. I've added a few that i bought from the craft section of Wal-Mart and decorated myself.
Saturday night I made the interesting trek to Ragland, AL. Benji and Marcus hosted a wonderful cooking and only Jennifer (the one with no boobs and the big ass) and I showed up. No one else came because they suck. Jennifer and I bitched at Benji for taking so long to cook the "barbecue sauce." We referred to the chicken as barbecue sauce because Benji covered the meat in barbecue sauce continually while he was cooking. Not trying to discount the food at all because it was delicious. We joked ALL during dinner about the barbecue sauce. We introduced Jennifer to season 1 of Ab Fab. She did not seem impressed. Marcus was continually quoting the show as well as I do Sordid Lives and Steel Magnolias.
James woke me up the next morning as he plopped into the bed. We all slowly (especially Benji) got ready to depart for Atlanta. We eventually made our way to the aquarium where we discovered they wanted an arm and a leg to enter a fish museum. Then we went shopping which was better than any aquarium. The Boy Next Door was a really great clothing shop. I bought a shirt that I should not have bought but I loved it. We then went to IKEA. Never been there. If I had a clue what I was in for I would have worn walking shoes instead of flip flops. That is one huge ass two floor warehouse.
I borrowed quite a few movies from their collection and headed home. I left James in the dust once we got on 20 West.
This week has been mostly uneventful. Made a few dates and plans for this weekend.
Back to what I want to gripe about: I wish I would not find myself riddled with thoughts of "What if?" all the time. I find myself wondering "What if?" about many different aspects of my life.
I started to make this post a week or more again and decided to postpone. I wanted a bigger update. I promise this will not be like some ljs that has no punctuation or paragraph breaks. I have not posted in about two weeks so there is quite a bit to tell.
Reader's Digest version:
Single again. I could say some things but they would come out as hurtful. I harbor no ill will toward him. Things just weren't working out. It happens. The good thing is that we will try to remain friends. Some might say that it takes two to make things work and two to make them fail. I disagree. It only take one who gives up to make things fail. That was me in this case. I was tired of trying and gave up. He tried until the very end. He's a great guy in this aspect.
Enough of that.
I went out friday night with 2 great friends to "celebrate" being single. I went with full intentions of getting WASTED. I didnt even get a buzz. I got to see some friends that I care deeply for resolve some issues. I am going to take partial credit for that. Put another jewel on my tiara. That brings the grand total to 3. I've added a few that i bought from the craft section of Wal-Mart and decorated myself.
Saturday night I made the interesting trek to Ragland, AL. Benji and Marcus hosted a wonderful cooking and only Jennifer (the one with no boobs and the big ass) and I showed up. No one else came because they suck. Jennifer and I bitched at Benji for taking so long to cook the "barbecue sauce." We referred to the chicken as barbecue sauce because Benji covered the meat in barbecue sauce continually while he was cooking. Not trying to discount the food at all because it was delicious. We joked ALL during dinner about the barbecue sauce. We introduced Jennifer to season 1 of Ab Fab. She did not seem impressed. Marcus was continually quoting the show as well as I do Sordid Lives and Steel Magnolias.
James woke me up the next morning as he plopped into the bed. We all slowly (especially Benji) got ready to depart for Atlanta. We eventually made our way to the aquarium where we discovered they wanted an arm and a leg to enter a fish museum. Then we went shopping which was better than any aquarium. The Boy Next Door was a really great clothing shop. I bought a shirt that I should not have bought but I loved it. We then went to IKEA. Never been there. If I had a clue what I was in for I would have worn walking shoes instead of flip flops. That is one huge ass two floor warehouse.
I borrowed quite a few movies from their collection and headed home. I left James in the dust once we got on 20 West.
This week has been mostly uneventful. Made a few dates and plans for this weekend.