Yeeeesss...
Well, here we are again. After 2:00am and I'm still awake. Is this good? I don't think so, but I just really want to do well on these finals. I'm feeling better about life tonight. Just knowing she was concerned about my away message made me feel good inside, like she didn't forget about me. I don't do shit like posting away messages just to get a response, but I did put one up that signified how I was feeling at the time and she showed her concern for my well-being. That was sweet. She cares about me. Sometimes I just get down on myself and think the world is out to crush me. I know it's wrong, my family loves me, my friends love me and Kristin loves me. I am loved, but alas...sometimes I don't feel that way. It's a problem that needs help even though I wanted to do this semester alone, without any drugs. I did and I feel good about it because I am not the drugs, the drugs are just an aspect of my life, which is ok. Even though when I'm at home, life is good and drugs are not necessary most of the time. I am so off on a tangent, AGAIN. I just got done discussing Artificial Intelligence issues with Deric...yeah, great. It was good though, he posed some very intelligent questions and forced me to back up my learnings and observations, but when I did, he absorbed them instead of fighting them. It was a good discussion. Yeah, I should be studying CSE 411 right now, but well...I don't want to. This is so boring, but I know it has to be done. The internet sucks because it keeps cutting in and out. Good thing I'm done with it in a few days. Sorry to anyone I was talking to and apparently signed off on. I guess for now, I'm out like a cub scout. Peas Dawgz! Later.