Happy Birthday
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
After 3 1/2 hours of sleep I woke up and went to Waffle House with Will and Nick then went to see the blue angels practice. Then to Krispy Kreme. Back to Nicks. To Chick-fil-a. To Taylors. Back to my house. Took a nap woke up and went to my grandparents ate came back home. Fought with Nick. Thats always fun. Now I'm sleepy. Everyone is either gone or is leaving. I want to go and get away.
Ive made the biggest mistake in the world. I stopped hanging around my true friends for these kids I thought were my friends. At the time I thought they were my friends.. but now I have came to realize it doesn't mean anything.. Its nothing compared to what I have with Lauren B. I feel like she hates me now because I dont hang around her as much as we used to because I am always out with my 'new friends'. Honestly.. I love Lauren to death and if comes down to having to choose patching up my friendship with LB and stop hanging around these 'new friends' I would do it in a heart beat. but now I feel as if I cant go back and make it up. Like no matter what I do that nothing will be the same. I dont know what to think though. I think I complain too much. I'm too bitchy and only think about myself. Once again I fail and I give up.
**MS**
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
After 3 1/2 hours of sleep I woke up and went to Waffle House with Will and Nick then went to see the blue angels practice. Then to Krispy Kreme. Back to Nicks. To Chick-fil-a. To Taylors. Back to my house. Took a nap woke up and went to my grandparents ate came back home. Fought with Nick. Thats always fun. Now I'm sleepy. Everyone is either gone or is leaving. I want to go and get away.
Ive made the biggest mistake in the world. I stopped hanging around my true friends for these kids I thought were my friends. At the time I thought they were my friends.. but now I have came to realize it doesn't mean anything.. Its nothing compared to what I have with Lauren B. I feel like she hates me now because I dont hang around her as much as we used to because I am always out with my 'new friends'. Honestly.. I love Lauren to death and if comes down to having to choose patching up my friendship with LB and stop hanging around these 'new friends' I would do it in a heart beat. but now I feel as if I cant go back and make it up. Like no matter what I do that nothing will be the same. I dont know what to think though. I think I complain too much. I'm too bitchy and only think about myself. Once again I fail and I give up.
**MS**