Dec 23, 2005 22:35
So lately i have been thinking about how 1 change can change your entire life.
in that way i mean the day before thanksgiving, my aunt went to have surgery in the hospital. Well, opps, the doctors made a mistake, and left her paralized. She was put into a coma for over a week so her body could heal because the doctors didnt know if the paralization was permament. She is still in the hospital today. Her life will NEVER be the same. Thats really scarry. There was a small chance that something could have happened to her as she went into surgery, but sometimes you never think, hey, that small percentage of mistakes could happen to me.
another thing thats kinda strange. When you go to college, most people make friends with the people that ypu live around. I was so close to EVERYone on my floor last year. What if i was in a different dorm or some of those people didnt live there? What if will didnt live accross the hall? Where would i have been til 2/3 am everyday? In karas room? Come on (j/k kara i <3 you). What if i had a different room mate? MY semester or the year could have sucked. But it didnt, and thats awesome. This year the dorm situation if so different. Its not coed. I dont share a bathroom with all boys this year...its all girls. In some cases that is worse...cause a little next door neighbor likes to take showers with her boy. Which i find a little rude in a community bathroom. In my suite, im close with 4/8 girls in the other rooms. Its really not the same as last year. Everyone lives in different dorms...or ALLLLL the way upstairs. I wish housing just let people always live with their friends. Like there is always enough rooms for every group of people that wanted to live together. (but then again...you wouldnt meet new people) and i miss hanging out with the guys. There is so much more needed effort to visit people...since they dont live right there. That will be a goal next semester....visit old friends more often. Thats a good idea.....
So to change topics...everytime I go to the store, I remember more people that i need to buy presents for....ahh....i made a little xmas budget, however, im pretty sure im not near the numbers i intended to be near. I forgot to get some presents for some of my aunts and stuff...so i had to do that tonight....
Grades came out the other day. I did well...however im upset with one grade that i got in my computer applications class. It was a B, however, when i figured out the grades that i was given with the weights, it was an easy B+. I want to email my teacher and figure out what the f is going on because she screwed me on a grade first semester, and then she changed it. A b isnt a bad grade, however i had higher expectations this semester, and a B isnt going to fly with me. GRrrr..
Thinking about expectations, i usually really never have any, i just go on in life. NExt year, i want to go to the gym more, hang out with people more, try to watch movies without falling asleep (try is the key word), visit jen angel and michelle at their colleges, and go dancing more. Cause that was fun and its my new favorite thing...haha
This week has been a crazy work week. I worked a 9 hour day every day. And then afterwards i went to the gym. I was so proud of myself :) (except for today...because my grandparents came over at 5 for an early xmas din din)and monday, i even got to hang out with kara...however i was unable to see her on out weekely "hump day"
Got to get up early to work tomorrow too....so peace out