I feel like the biggest idiot
I have to get this out. I have to, I can't keep it all in and just let it pass. [at least that's what my counselor says]. I just did that hardest thing I have ever done. I congratulated you on your new relationship. Was anything that you said to me true? Did you think that we had the slightest chance? You said that you were happy that I wasn't with Greg anymore because you thought you had lost your opportunity. Was I ever going to get that opportunity? Now don't mistake that I said it was hard for me to congratulate you as saying that I am not happy for you. Because I am happy. You deserve someone to make you happy. I wish you the best. I will continue this at a later time. My breakfast is done.