still in maine, next day though...
so yeah, entry last night, little drunk, so that ya know, makes me a little more emotional and straightforward... even a little too much, to the point where i'm beyond truthful, if that makes sense... i went back and read what i said, and while 97% of it was true, i was just caught up in the moment with the rest of the 3%...
anyway, sometimes i think my mind acts against itself, so that i can protect myself... why do i do things like this, am i getting old? i used to be all about doing what i wanted to do, being stupid, having fun, just living for the fact of being alive... god sometimes i have such great things to say, but why don't i perform better? time to hit the back button, and rock out a little harder, live a little larger, and just go after the things i want, for real this time... chase goals, be alive, get what i want... cause i deserve it...
anyway, sometimes i think my mind acts against itself, so that i can protect myself... why do i do things like this, am i getting old? i used to be all about doing what i wanted to do, being stupid, having fun, just living for the fact of being alive... god sometimes i have such great things to say, but why don't i perform better? time to hit the back button, and rock out a little harder, live a little larger, and just go after the things i want, for real this time... chase goals, be alive, get what i want... cause i deserve it...