more shit on my mind...
can't sleep... its funny how someone can be on your mind just enough to prevent you to be able to sleep... well lets just say... somehow someone caught me... was very straightforward about how she felt... then all of a sudden... she got busy with school... and stopped acting like she cared about me at all... complete 180?... everything says yes, some reason she backed away... if it made sense, i wouldn't have such a tough time accepting it... i just don't see how things flipped... maybe she is just too busy... but i dont know how someone can go about being so busy to not even bother saying that they can't do what they made plans to do... anyway, hopefully i'll be able to sleep now... it probably doesn't help that i've been used to staying up this late... we'll see how things go... goodnight...