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what a fucking day.... so much great so much horrible...
$90 tip? who gets that lucky?... no one... being in first in BOB... who gets so lucky... great friends... who gets so lucky... a fucking insane sister, who is going to either find herself dead or in jail? not so lucky... i wish i could say i was, but i'm not, my sister is either going to piss someone off, break too many laws, or die of a drug or alcohol overdose... because she has no control in her life... and instead she decides to try and ruin my life by fucking with the ONLY family i have... my mom... it hurts so much inside, and it's like... what do i do, i never feel so lost inside... for the first time in life, i have no direction, i'm completely thrown off my feet, and i'm just lost... and i need help finding my way back... i almost even called my dad... that says some shit... goodnight...
$90 tip? who gets that lucky?... no one... being in first in BOB... who gets so lucky... great friends... who gets so lucky... a fucking insane sister, who is going to either find herself dead or in jail? not so lucky... i wish i could say i was, but i'm not, my sister is either going to piss someone off, break too many laws, or die of a drug or alcohol overdose... because she has no control in her life... and instead she decides to try and ruin my life by fucking with the ONLY family i have... my mom... it hurts so much inside, and it's like... what do i do, i never feel so lost inside... for the first time in life, i have no direction, i'm completely thrown off my feet, and i'm just lost... and i need help finding my way back... i almost even called my dad... that says some shit... goodnight...