Mar 13, 2007 02:34
alright so i'm finally home again, it's spring break... and well i've been working like a slave since i got home... i got home friday afternoon and i worked friday night, saturday day, saturday night, sunday day, monday day, it's monday night now, tuesday i work all day, wednesday i work lunch, thursday i work all day, and friday... i party hard... saturday... i either party hard... or i recouperate... sunday... i move back to rider... good times... hopefully after all that, i'll be about 800 or so richer...
anyway... so lately alot, and a only a little have been going on... there's a girl i'm interested in, which i've hung out with lately, and well, i always have a good time, and well i guess you could say i'd like to hang out more and get to spend more time together, maybe see if something might come out of it, but as it always seems over the past year... i'm afraid... number 1, because i see the girl often enough, and if she isn't intersted really, then i'm just making things awkward... especially if she doesn't want anything as far as dating goes... even though i'm not sure i definitely do, but i'd like to atleast get to hang out, maybe give the chance to get to really know eachother and maybe just see if we can click, and if not, atleast it was fun in the process... but again... the worry is that she won't want to even get to spend time together... and that i'll just be making things awkward when i do see her... or even the people around us awkward... so the question is, how obvious do i make it that i would like to check out and see what could be... ?