I'm CRAZY and thank YOU!!!
alright so tonight's actually my first night home since i left for school, yes, i said home... i'm sleeping on the couch, but i'm here... there's alot been on my mind, and well... it's probably alot of the same, but it needs to come out... cause my trusty livejournal is here to listen to me when i need someone to talk to...
i think i need to start living more for myself, keep those who i love close, and just make sure i'm my first priority instead of letting other people bring me down... doesn't mean i'm going to start ignoring anyone else, but lately i've been trying to keep other people happy before worrying about my own self... i'm not talking about always, but just minor little things...
i need to get a little more motivation, cause i think i do more complaining, than working on doing anything about it to fix the problem, so from now on, when there's something i want, want to do, or whatever the case, i'm fucking going after it...
i'm debating getting rid of my myspace... i don't really use it much, and in some ways, i'm considering starting it over, because i dont want 10,000 friends on there, but it's such a hastle to delete each person one by one... facebook is soo much cooler anyway...
i need to start working on being more of who i was in the past, the mentality, while still knowing and understanding and learning from the events of the past so i do not wind up repeating them...
i want to go on a date... a date with a girl i think is cute, who i don't really know, but just to give myself a chance to get to know a girl, if she likes me and i like her (romantically) then we keep dating, otherwise we either become friends, or nothing comes out of it... now i just need to find that girl...
i love the guys i live with, and i realized i wish chris perry was in my life more often... to roommate, duto, travis, leo and mike... here's a few things i want to say...
Roommate - you rock dude, you're a really nice guy who has a great head on his shoulders and you remind me alot of myself, and i love how you really are a deep guy underneath, we need to have more heart to heart talks, cause i really enjoy the crazy 6am talks we've had... the few, but the special...
Duto - my real roommate, you're the man, i love sharing a room with you, we always have something to do, we don't have to always be talking, but we have alot in common, yet we're different enough to where we broaden eachothers likes and dislikes... more movies, more video games, more crazy drinking nights, but really, just more of the same... and we need to bring it to another level...
Travis (T-Bone) - i love how it worked out, and you live in the same suite as me, there's always something going on, and i'm always laughing and entertained when your around, this year wouldn't be nearly as good as it has been without you...
Leo - RHA Sucks... i love how affectionate you are, it makes me excited to know that someone else appreciates hugs as much, maybe even more than i do... you're always enthusiastic and a blast to hang out with, you're so random, and it's awesome, we need to find more time to hang out though...
Mike - you're awesome, and i love having you around, i've never really been as into sports as i am now, and i mostly have you to thanks for that, i've had some awesome times with you so far this year, but we just need to find more time to hang out and have fun together, somehow we've gotta make that work...
Of course, at times everyone i live with bugs me at some point, no ones perfect, and i can get annoyed by stupid pointless things somewhat easily, but without a doubt i couldn't have found a better group of guys to live with at rider... i just wish chris perry was around more... or i was around him more...
i think i need to start living more for myself, keep those who i love close, and just make sure i'm my first priority instead of letting other people bring me down... doesn't mean i'm going to start ignoring anyone else, but lately i've been trying to keep other people happy before worrying about my own self... i'm not talking about always, but just minor little things...
i need to get a little more motivation, cause i think i do more complaining, than working on doing anything about it to fix the problem, so from now on, when there's something i want, want to do, or whatever the case, i'm fucking going after it...
i'm debating getting rid of my myspace... i don't really use it much, and in some ways, i'm considering starting it over, because i dont want 10,000 friends on there, but it's such a hastle to delete each person one by one... facebook is soo much cooler anyway...
i need to start working on being more of who i was in the past, the mentality, while still knowing and understanding and learning from the events of the past so i do not wind up repeating them...
i want to go on a date... a date with a girl i think is cute, who i don't really know, but just to give myself a chance to get to know a girl, if she likes me and i like her (romantically) then we keep dating, otherwise we either become friends, or nothing comes out of it... now i just need to find that girl...
i love the guys i live with, and i realized i wish chris perry was in my life more often... to roommate, duto, travis, leo and mike... here's a few things i want to say...
Roommate - you rock dude, you're a really nice guy who has a great head on his shoulders and you remind me alot of myself, and i love how you really are a deep guy underneath, we need to have more heart to heart talks, cause i really enjoy the crazy 6am talks we've had... the few, but the special...
Duto - my real roommate, you're the man, i love sharing a room with you, we always have something to do, we don't have to always be talking, but we have alot in common, yet we're different enough to where we broaden eachothers likes and dislikes... more movies, more video games, more crazy drinking nights, but really, just more of the same... and we need to bring it to another level...
Travis (T-Bone) - i love how it worked out, and you live in the same suite as me, there's always something going on, and i'm always laughing and entertained when your around, this year wouldn't be nearly as good as it has been without you...
Leo - RHA Sucks... i love how affectionate you are, it makes me excited to know that someone else appreciates hugs as much, maybe even more than i do... you're always enthusiastic and a blast to hang out with, you're so random, and it's awesome, we need to find more time to hang out though...
Mike - you're awesome, and i love having you around, i've never really been as into sports as i am now, and i mostly have you to thanks for that, i've had some awesome times with you so far this year, but we just need to find more time to hang out and have fun together, somehow we've gotta make that work...
Of course, at times everyone i live with bugs me at some point, no ones perfect, and i can get annoyed by stupid pointless things somewhat easily, but without a doubt i couldn't have found a better group of guys to live with at rider... i just wish chris perry was around more... or i was around him more...