Embrace.
I no longer enjoy life. I've become a little wound up ball of apathy. If there's anything I truly do enjoy lately, it's being alone. And the funny thing is... I hate being alone. But yet it's the only state I want to be in.
Maybe it's because nothing is genuine. Maybe it's because no matter what anyone does to try and help me, I can't believe in them. Maybe it's because all of the pain I bring to others when I tell therm even a sliver of truth.
I've never been this bitter and pesimistic before. But it's how I feel... all I see are lies and less-than lies... I get no truth.
And I wonder when it all started... and when it all will end.
Maybe it's because nothing is genuine. Maybe it's because no matter what anyone does to try and help me, I can't believe in them. Maybe it's because all of the pain I bring to others when I tell therm even a sliver of truth.
I've never been this bitter and pesimistic before. But it's how I feel... all I see are lies and less-than lies... I get no truth.
And I wonder when it all started... and when it all will end.