Sep 18, 2002 22:58
I feel so fucking odd right now... I mean, I'm feeling a lot better, but I'm dreading the funeral (which is this Saturday... -_-)... and all kinds of other stuff that shall remain unsaid.
and I have no idea what to do about it all... I'm caught up in something far bigger than myself... I'm right smack dab in the middle of life, and I'm despising every second of it.