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I miss her a lot.
It's been over a year since we've met, and she's still the light of my life.
But the light of her life is someone else.
Will the stabbing, excruciating pain of unrequited love ever subside??
Some days I fear I am doomed to love a shadow of what once was,
Longing for reciprocation,
Hating myself for however I must have fucked up.
I lost my chance and I will spend eternity clawing at my heart, trying to dig her out of it.
She's happy now and that's all I could ever hope for her.
I just wish it was I that could make her happy.
I wish I could be for her what she is to me.
I just don't know anymore.
And no one wants to hear about it.
Especially since it's about a girl, and that makes most people uncomfortable.
Sometimes I just want to ask for the fucking noose.
I miss her a lot.
It's been over a year since we've met, and she's still the light of my life.
But the light of her life is someone else.
Will the stabbing, excruciating pain of unrequited love ever subside??
Some days I fear I am doomed to love a shadow of what once was,
Longing for reciprocation,
Hating myself for however I must have fucked up.
I lost my chance and I will spend eternity clawing at my heart, trying to dig her out of it.
She's happy now and that's all I could ever hope for her.
I just wish it was I that could make her happy.
I wish I could be for her what she is to me.
I just don't know anymore.
And no one wants to hear about it.
Especially since it's about a girl, and that makes most people uncomfortable.
Sometimes I just want to ask for the fucking noose.