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Have you ever noticed that when live takes a serious dive suddenly something will happen that makes life livable again? The past couple months my life has gone from one extreame to the other and back again, and back yet again, and then again. I'm sooo glad that my life is so quiet and boring... *eye roll* well anyways... Have you ever noticed that in movies and stories true love always happens in rather extraordinary circumstances, whereas in real life love appears when you least expect it, in the most ordinary of ways? Like a phone call or a chance meeting, just a boring, ordinary thing that changes your life so completely that its hard to believe you are the same person. And marriage... now there is a huge question, four little words, followed by two tiny words and a ring... Then come however many years of washing dishes and changing diapers... and somehow that doesn't seem like such a bad thing anymore. I spend my days dreaming about a baby, about a husband... Well now, and for the first time I have a husband in my future that I have no doubts about. As I've said many times before, all I've ever wanted was a baby, and now I want someone to love as well. Instead of swearing off guys completely I want to swear myself to just one. He has his flaws, his quirks, but he isn't controling, abusive, indecisive, stupid or mean. He is kind, gentle, funny, sweet... all of the things we want and can never find, right girls? I know I'm lucky, and he is too. And I think we'll be happy together. Its been six weeks last monday, which makes him my second longest relationship... sad, but true... Sami has a friend, Myles, come for a visit in a couple days. He'll be in my room, so I'll be living with Justin for 10 days!!! I'm so excited, not to mention this is an important step for us. Now we find out if we can live together or if we're going to drive each other crazy... wish us luck, I move in day after tomorrow...
Blessed Be
Blessed Be