Jul 19, 2010 11:54
So I've finally called the doctor to make an appointment. You wouldn't believe how hard it is for me to do simple tasks like that. I just can't seem to make myself do things that are good for me. Anyway the tipping point was yesterday I caved and took one of my pain controlling pills. Not so much a pain reliever, but more of a ... limiter. While I was able to work without feeling too awful I wasn't able to sleep very well and I had anxiety attacks most of the night. Although that is in part mum's fault for making me watch murder mysteries with her. Especially one with a questionably psychotic character.
Although on the other hand I woke up at 9am. Which is practically unheard of for me.
So I suppose its a balance, do I want to work but feel really panicky, or do I want to sit around in a haze for weeks on end.
Anyway, I have some work to do.
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