May 10, 2005 00:20
XHopesfallhxcX: hello
rocknrollfishie: I hope that you can see clearer now
I hope that you know I'm here
I'll keep glancing back in this mirror
But I think shortly, your storm shall end.
XHopesfallhxcX: can you please talk to me
XHopesfallhxcX: i hate this
rocknrollfishie: its hard to tryto find something the good from the bad. there has to be something more to this place then
all the hate, the injustice, the violence,
the hatred, the liars, the backstabers, the
self destruction, the pathethic gossip, the
fake & phoney people, the ignorance, the insanity
XHopesfallhxcX: tara please talk to me
XHopesfallhxcX: how are u doing
rocknrollfishie: Friend is easy when you're young
you play, you jump, you skip, you run
But everything's complicated as the years go on
A whole new age begins to dawn
XHopesfallhxcX: ok tara..enough with the quotes
XHopesfallhxcX: i think we need to talk..
rocknrollfishie: there not quotes
XHopesfallhxcX: ok
XHopesfallhxcX: will u please talk to me
rocknrollfishie: i have nothing to talk about kalee
rocknrollfishie: atleast until they ship me off to C.O.C
XHopesfallhxcX: we could start with ..why havent u called me back
XHopesfallhxcX: C.O.C?
XHopesfallhxcX: u there?
rocknrollfishie: i need to go my batteries are getting low
XHopesfallhxcX: fine..i guess our friendship doesnt mean shit to u
rocknrollfishie: hostile
XHopesfallhxcX: no..i just stating how i see it
XHopesfallhxcX: do u not care anymore?
rocknrollfishie: oh okay
rocknrollfishie: ·:**:··People CHANGE.·:**:·.
.·:**:·.Things go wrong.·:**:·.
.·:**:·.Stuff happens.·:**:·.
·:**:·.But life goes ON.·:
XHopesfallhxcX: thats nice..but will u answer me
rocknrollfishie: i care, but i'm just sick of how things were
XHopesfallhxcX: things were? what do u mean?
rocknrollfishie: you're attitude especially and the way you just will drop your friends for the next hot piece of ass that walks by
XHopesfallhxcX: thats bullshit
rocknrollfishie: ask anyone
rocknrollfishie: wait if theres anyone around to askl
XHopesfallhxcX: excuse me
XHopesfallhxcX: u dont have to be a bitch
XHopesfallhxcX: i have a lot more friends then u think i do
rocknrollfishie: oh i'm sorry
XHopesfallhxcX: no ur not
rocknrollfishie: kalee i cant get into this right now
XHopesfallhxcX: we arent getting into a fight
XHopesfallhxcX: all i want to know is why ur acting the way u r
rocknrollfishie: i have a final in 9 hrs, and this is the last thing i need
XHopesfallhxcX: umm so do i
rocknrollfishie: so good night
rocknrollfishie: then go study
XHopesfallhxcX: i will later
rocknrollfishie: i really cant get into this right now..im jsut emotionally drained
XHopesfallhxcX: i dont undertstand why ur doing this
XHopesfallhxcX: i miss having u around tara...i miss everything..but if u dont want to work things out..i have to respect that
rocknrollfishie: i cant even comprehend anything anymore..its just been a lot going on and i have just been pushing everything away that takes away from that
rocknrollfishie: i dont know anymore..just sick of repeating myself..sick of a lot of thiings that i really dont think are going to change, but i still do care reguardless of it all. things are just going their own ways, and i just cut all ties of inflicting drama in my life..that is all
XHopesfallhxcX: alright well this is going to sound a little elementary..but get over it...are we going to be friends? or r u going to continue to talk shit and just forget our friendship all together?
rocknrollfishie: talk shit?
rocknrollfishie: duuuude
rocknrollfishie: dont even
XHopesfallhxcX: thats not what ive heard
rocknrollfishie: oh okay
XHopesfallhxcX: i would never talk shit about u..that really upset me
rocknrollfishie: yo u dont talk to me for months and suddenly you know everyrthing
XHopesfallhxcX: ya know..it really pisses me off when u tell me that i tend to create drama
XHopesfallhxcX: ya know..what kind of person would put drama on themselves ??
XHopesfallhxcX: that doesnt make since
XHopesfallhxcX: there is no need to sarcasm please
rocknrollfishie: but you do
XHopesfallhxcX: no i dont
XHopesfallhxcX: why would i want to
XHopesfallhxcX: that would be stupid
XHopesfallhxcX: even if i did..why should u care anyways..its my life
XHopesfallhxcX: ok well i got to go to bed...will u please let me know if we are going to work this out or not
XHopesfallhxcX: b/c if not..i would like to move on
rocknrollfishie: my laptop is dying as well
XHopesfallhxcX: please tell me
rocknrollfishie signed on at 12:07:52 AM.
XHopesfallhxcX: r u going to tell me or not?
rocknrollfishie: lappy keeps cutting me off
rocknrollfishie: i g2g go study..fuck me and everything else..study\
XHopesfallhxcX: i cant think about think about anything lately..its tearing me up big time
rocknrollfishie: you shouldnt do that
rocknrollfishie: you always do that especially with guys
rocknrollfishie: dont let stupuid things run your life
rocknrollfishie: we havent talked in like 3 months though
rocknrollfishie: why now all the suddfen
XHopesfallhxcX: ive been trying to talk to
rocknrollfishie: kalee i'm aboutsecs away from losing my battery pow..just please just calm down and sleep..i dont hate you
XHopesfallhxcX: u wont answer ur phone
XHopesfallhxcX: then why r u being a bitch
rocknrollfishie: i know i havent
rocknrollfishie: im not
rocknrollfishie: im telling you i have to go
XHopesfallhxcX: what u have been saying..is definately bitchy
rocknrollfishie: above you mean
XHopesfallhxcX: yes and very hurtful
rocknrollfishie: well you messaged me at a really bad time..im really stressed out, amd you just picked the worst time
rocknrollfishie: im not that much of an important being to stress over
XHopesfallhxcX: ok fine..ill just let this keep lingering on then..
XHopesfallhxcX: u were my best friend
XHopesfallhxcX: how could i not stress over it
XHopesfallhxcX: but i guess the feelings werent mutual
XHopesfallhxcX: alright well since it seems like u dont really give a fuck...just tell me straight up to leave u the fuck alone..if thats what u want
rocknrollfishie: i jsut want
rocknrollfishie signed off at 12:17:17 AM.
what is her problem????