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I don't feel close to my friends anymore really.
I'm lost on a lot of things. I need school to be over with; It's too much stress right now.
I need to vent to someone.. but I can't talk to anyone I know about anything. I just can't.
I hate being jealous of my friends. I really do.. It makes me feel sick in my stomach.
And I'm waiting to become comfortably numb..
Just waiting.
I already KNOW I AM ugly. You don't have to reforce that fact to me. K, thanks.
I'm lost on a lot of things. I need school to be over with; It's too much stress right now.
I need to vent to someone.. but I can't talk to anyone I know about anything. I just can't.
I hate being jealous of my friends. I really do.. It makes me feel sick in my stomach.
And I'm waiting to become comfortably numb..
Just waiting.
I already KNOW I AM ugly. You don't have to reforce that fact to me. K, thanks.