A rush of blood to the head.
Sometimes I find that I don't have the power to struggle anymore, or fight for things. And I just want to collapse into bed and lay around for a couple of days - not giving a shit about anything. There's three more weeks before I have 10 days off, but I have the feeling that all these deadlines for school are going to kill me before I have the chance to make it till then. But then again, I have this burning desire to be in university that I'd do anything to finish school, graduate and get everything over and done with. Maybe it's because I feel that when I go to uni something's going to change. Sometimes, I like change. I could definitely use with some, just about now.