Spring Cleaning
Today is the day where people are supposed to wander about in my apartment and decide whether the house is worth buying.
I spent a large part of the weekend trying to clean and failing. Today, I spent it succeeding.
It's been a good morning. I know more about why I am afraid to handle things. I have gotten back into this much easier than the past few times I've tried. I think, honestly, that I'm on my way to getting the apartment the way I want it.
Which will mean that A: I will let myself have friends over! and B: I will like being home more.
I tend to be kind of...absent, even when I get home. Cleaning is simply not something my mind says is feasible or worthwhile.
My mind doesn't have only one opinion, and my heart has a different one anyway.
It's a good day so far, and I even think it might improve. XD
I spent a large part of the weekend trying to clean and failing. Today, I spent it succeeding.
It's been a good morning. I know more about why I am afraid to handle things. I have gotten back into this much easier than the past few times I've tried. I think, honestly, that I'm on my way to getting the apartment the way I want it.
Which will mean that A: I will let myself have friends over! and B: I will like being home more.
I tend to be kind of...absent, even when I get home. Cleaning is simply not something my mind says is feasible or worthwhile.
My mind doesn't have only one opinion, and my heart has a different one anyway.
It's a good day so far, and I even think it might improve. XD