Christmas Eve
goodness it doesn't feel like it should be christmas. honestly. i want it to feel like christmas. and i have been trying to pinpoint what it is that is worng. but i can't. so i am sitting here on christmas eve pondering why it shouldnt be christmas. i am such a loser... sigh.... i am wicked dissappointed that kev isnt coming to dinner with me tomorrow. i really wanted him to meet my family on my dad's side. sigh. i am looking forward to all the presents tomorrow though. i am so spoiled it isnt funny. but hell i love it. haha. well i hope y'all have a wonderful christmas! let me know all about it. you know i wanna hear!