What is wrong with me?
I was finally starting to think that everything in my life was going smoothly (for the most part). But now that im sitting and looking back on the past couple of months, im realizing my life isnt going as smoothly as I thought it was. For starters, my drinking every night has put me in debt. I just keep taking money out of my account that isnt even mine to begin with. And if my parents find out that this money is missing, then im fucked. As of right now, ive spent about 800 dollars (on alcohol) of this money in the past two months. But at the same time, im not happy unless im drinking. Im starting to wonder if im depressed, or if i have a drinking problem. Am I drinking to drown the depression, or am i drinking cause im addicted? Every night that i say im not going to drink, i either end up at the bar or somewhere else drinking. Anyways im drunk so im not quite sure what im talking about. Ill just shut up for now.