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goddammit
i hate it when guys are like, "no it's okay, i understand what 'too busy' really means. see ya.."
SHUT THE FUCK UP I REALLY AM BUSY!!! i'm not blowing you off goddammit. if i were blowing you off i'd tell you that i was. because i'm tired of this relationship bullshit. if i don't want to go out with you i won't. it's just that simple. but if i apologize for not having the time and say that i'm busy, then you'd better believe i'm fucking busy.
i've been getting enough sleep, yes. but unfortunately, that drastically cuts into the time i have to do things.
I don't know if i posted much about the ER visit, but because of that now i'm on antibiotics, steroids, and my inhaler, on top of my adderall, which makes me incredibly shaky and i feel like i'm gonna pass out any second. i don't like it. I'm puffing my inhaler like they're camel special blends. *sigh* no i dont smoke. can't. not with my fucking asthma.
I have to head over to registrar to fix my damn piece of shit password/logon. i have to stop by the apartment first to get my IDs - they're in my jeans.
VMEA ON THURSDAY!!! I'm so fucking excited. road trip with steve and nigel, i <3 nigel so much :) he's gonna sing with me on my recital next semester.
oooooh, looks like we finally have finale 2006. i may be hijacking it sometime.
let's see. so from here to the apartment, to registrar. then pick up jianell, go to doctor. shit i have to email kate. *takes note - email kate watts/hearden*
i need to make an appointment for my asthma. it's been retarded. i need to update my planner. i need to practice piano with a metronome....PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE i have piano juries coming up in a month. i need to find my checkbook so i can pay paul. i need to find out when/where to meet up for methods tonight at joyce's house. i need to do laundry, but that's at the bottom of my list. i need to write out that stroganoff recipe for jianell. i need to email my parents. i need to arrange that lakme duet for voice, flute, and piano. i need to fucking REGISTER.
*sigh* when i feel shaky, then i get nervous and antsy. stupid medicines.
alright, off to registrar.
on a random side note, if matt doesn't clear some time in his schedule to hang out with me, i'll be very upset.
oh, and for all you VMEA people, if you want to see a midnight showing of harry potter by my house on thursday night, let me know, i'm reserving tickets.
i'm in a wonderful mood today. and if you're lucky, you'll know why.
~Cristina
i hate it when guys are like, "no it's okay, i understand what 'too busy' really means. see ya.."
SHUT THE FUCK UP I REALLY AM BUSY!!! i'm not blowing you off goddammit. if i were blowing you off i'd tell you that i was. because i'm tired of this relationship bullshit. if i don't want to go out with you i won't. it's just that simple. but if i apologize for not having the time and say that i'm busy, then you'd better believe i'm fucking busy.
i've been getting enough sleep, yes. but unfortunately, that drastically cuts into the time i have to do things.
I don't know if i posted much about the ER visit, but because of that now i'm on antibiotics, steroids, and my inhaler, on top of my adderall, which makes me incredibly shaky and i feel like i'm gonna pass out any second. i don't like it. I'm puffing my inhaler like they're camel special blends. *sigh* no i dont smoke. can't. not with my fucking asthma.
I have to head over to registrar to fix my damn piece of shit password/logon. i have to stop by the apartment first to get my IDs - they're in my jeans.
VMEA ON THURSDAY!!! I'm so fucking excited. road trip with steve and nigel, i <3 nigel so much :) he's gonna sing with me on my recital next semester.
oooooh, looks like we finally have finale 2006. i may be hijacking it sometime.
let's see. so from here to the apartment, to registrar. then pick up jianell, go to doctor. shit i have to email kate. *takes note - email kate watts/hearden*
i need to make an appointment for my asthma. it's been retarded. i need to update my planner. i need to practice piano with a metronome....PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE i have piano juries coming up in a month. i need to find my checkbook so i can pay paul. i need to find out when/where to meet up for methods tonight at joyce's house. i need to do laundry, but that's at the bottom of my list. i need to write out that stroganoff recipe for jianell. i need to email my parents. i need to arrange that lakme duet for voice, flute, and piano. i need to fucking REGISTER.
*sigh* when i feel shaky, then i get nervous and antsy. stupid medicines.
alright, off to registrar.
on a random side note, if matt doesn't clear some time in his schedule to hang out with me, i'll be very upset.
oh, and for all you VMEA people, if you want to see a midnight showing of harry potter by my house on thursday night, let me know, i'm reserving tickets.
i'm in a wonderful mood today. and if you're lucky, you'll know why.
~Cristina