Thoughts on friendship "Your optimistic eyes seem like paradise to someone like me"

[chaoticheaven]

I have many friends from different backgrounds.. But recently its come to me to ponder what is a friend truly ? When the chips are down and your world is falling apart do they stand by you ? or let you fall by the wayside? What if it's someone whom you thought of as a best friend, but in hindsite realize they only wanted your attention when it

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Also the flowers and the trees they speak as well. Listen!

[anonymous]

You know you will always be alone. Nothing wrong with that. The problem is getting all the brainwashed preset thoughts out of your head of how things should be or how you understand it to be from being taught that in your youth. Evolve, grow strong kill your heart if you have to. What I mean from that last part is gain volition over your emotions, stop being like a slave to your own vices.I can tell from your writings that you may someday take full advantage of your potential. Stop think about it so much and do more to fix the problem. Most people will comlpain till they turn blue in the face and take all the time in the world, when it would but take a short fraction of that time to fix the wrong.As for whether you know me. I would say No. You do not. It wouldn't mater if you truly did or not. I would still tell you the same thing you may only think of it differrntly if you did. So, remember it's not so bad to be alone so much as you surround yourself with the proper environment . Perhaps i will once again write to you in the future much like I have here. I don't Think I will start corresponding via. E-Mail just yet. Give it time. :)

Re: Also the flowers and the trees they speak as well. Listen!

[chaoticheaven]

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law ,
Thank you for your advise these are things i know well myself but sometimes when the ordeals are so close to you they become blind. I know a lot of what I am going through is also the way of growing up learning to handle things and gain the voliation over emotion and to kill ones heart and not toy with old sweetness ( much easier said than done !!) I look forward to hearing from you again sometime

Love is the Law , love under will
Nephthys