Thoughts on friendship "Your optimistic eyes seem like paradise to someone like me"

[chaoticheaven]

I have many friends from different backgrounds.. But recently its come to me to ponder what is a friend truly ? When the chips are down and your world is falling apart do they stand by you ? or let you fall by the wayside? What if it's someone whom you thought of as a best friend, but in hindsite realize they only wanted your attention when it

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Re: everyone is getting tested lately....

[chaoticheaven]

thanx for the encouraging words. it is nice to know that other people relate and understand and i think you are a right a lot of the disapointment lies in yourself for trusting and believing in somone and then they let you down and ultimately you let yourself down i know i am feeling a lot of that lately i had to see my ex roomate this past weekend we both acted as if the other did not exsist there was still this part of me that wanted to go up to her and say hello and talk to her but i dont dare let myself fall into her trap again i know what kind of person she is i half expected her to come up to me and apologize because in my mind that is what needs to be done even tho truthfully i know she would never admit it that she was ever in the wrong she just is not that kind of person she only serves herself and which is what i am realizing about the loss of this long time best friend whome i wrote about .l ackk sorry i could just go on and on these subjects we really do need to hang out tho after this weekend i should have some hang time let me know what is good for you i will give you a call this week