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Its 5am and I'm up listening to Iron Maiden's Ed Hunter disc on the iPod. Pulled a 13 hour straight day between working 8-3 in the kitchen then 3-9 over at banquets. Very tired was me by the end of it. Did ok until I got home and sat down to check email - kept spacing out and ended up moving to the couch where I promptly passed out for almost 2 hours. Woke up feeling refreshed and in need of a caffeine & music fix. The last of the pots in my Cows Ice Cream mug.
I've had alot of time to think about things as of late. I'm tired of carrying around the hurt and anger thats been dragging me down - its past time to be moving past it all. Is it forgiveness to reach that point where you realize carrying it all just isn't worth it and end up letting it go?
That was a great weight off my shoulders.
And so I turn the page. I don't know where this will all lead or how it will turn out. I do, however, feel better prepared to meet whatever lies ahead. I hope this makes sense after I've had a chance to rest and recover.
I've had alot of time to think about things as of late. I'm tired of carrying around the hurt and anger thats been dragging me down - its past time to be moving past it all. Is it forgiveness to reach that point where you realize carrying it all just isn't worth it and end up letting it go?
That was a great weight off my shoulders.
And so I turn the page. I don't know where this will all lead or how it will turn out. I do, however, feel better prepared to meet whatever lies ahead. I hope this makes sense after I've had a chance to rest and recover.