so i guess ill update for real

[chaoticfunhouse]

punctuation and capitilization is for squares - dashes are the best way to go between thoughts. anyhow i have no idea what the heck is going on with me anymore, i pretty much love and hate my life right now. why are the things that should be the simplest the hardest and vice versa, if you ask me it's all a huge conspiracy - i pretty much dont want to deal with it. i'm going on vacation aug 18-21st, i need to get away from everyone ~ i'm going to visit my wonderful aunt and uncle in mass whom i adore. work is going along okay i guess. nothing else to report on, i think i'm gonna start playing shows in the fall again - i know i say that every week but that is looking like thats what is going on. i will hopefully be moved out of this house and will find a place soon then i can play loud music whenever i want and not get yelled at by hypocrits who listen to their crap rap music super loud. regardless, i don't know. i don't mean to be so complex and maybe i'm not i just don't want to open up about anything. it's amazing how much i love people as a whole and yet at the same time feel so detached and so aloof. i have no clue, maybe someday i'll get some nerve and write whats really on my mind

god bless