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Meh...not much to report. Still jobless though I admit that's partially because I've been a lazy ass and also because I'm scared of going back into the work force after spending almost 3 years as a stay at home mom.
My marriage is on very shaky ground at the moment and that is another reason I've just kind of been blah about finding a job....seeing as if my marriage explodes I won't be living in GA much longer after that...so pointless to get a job and then have to quit.....
But seriously, I'm not very confident in my marriage right now. He says he loves me but I'm finding that harder and harder to believe at the moment. And sadly, I know that love just isn't enough to keep a relationship going anyway.....so I just don't know. I feel like i"m in limbo one minute or on a roller coaster the next. I just don't know what to do or feel and I don't really have people to talk to about it...
le sigh.
I really, truly love you guys. You have no idea how much I do but I really, really love you guys.
My marriage is on very shaky ground at the moment and that is another reason I've just kind of been blah about finding a job....seeing as if my marriage explodes I won't be living in GA much longer after that...so pointless to get a job and then have to quit.....
But seriously, I'm not very confident in my marriage right now. He says he loves me but I'm finding that harder and harder to believe at the moment. And sadly, I know that love just isn't enough to keep a relationship going anyway.....so I just don't know. I feel like i"m in limbo one minute or on a roller coaster the next. I just don't know what to do or feel and I don't really have people to talk to about it...
le sigh.
I really, truly love you guys. You have no idea how much I do but I really, really love you guys.