Mix n Match
Dilly Dally. I wonder if that could a word that would describe my life. Things are hectic, but when weren't they? During the past week, I lost my voice. It was an horrible feeling. Not only was I sounding very much like a frog, I couldn't communicate without hurting my throat (which probably made my voice worse). It's gradually coming back. I mean I sound a lot better. I no longer sound like some croaky frog, but I do not sound like myself.
That and I'm starting to doubt myself on a lot of things. I question who are my real friends and I question their motives and I question everything. Am I just paranoid? Who knows? I even question my parents questions and answers. It's not like I enjoy doing so, but somehow these questions pop up into my head despite my heavy homework load. Yearbook has began to pick up and I could HONESTLY say that they're trying their best to make a wonderful yearbook this year. Not only did I didn't get the yearbook theme last year..I didn't know HALF of the class. Oh, did I MENTION that last year, HALF of the class were EDITORS. Yea..Whoo. Definitely not reassuring.
I wonder if all this workload is eventually going to get to my head. And more to add to the mix, I got asked to Homecoming. Instead I had to turn the guy down. I felt bad, since I do like talking to him, but I'm barely passing Calculus and I could fall behind if I miss just a day of my AP classes.
I never did like dances anyways. The only dance I went to during the span of my middle school years was the last 8th grade dance. The theme was "House Party". We had slouchy couches and a pitched black small gym. Nobody danced much, except for the last slow dance. I was more or less, more NAIVE back then. I chatted and socialized but didn't feel right at the setting. After all, I was wearing a black dress with heels that I could possibly SPRAIN an ankle on in a SCHOOL full of steps.
Catastrophy. My first dance obviously all that great. The fact that I think that Homecoming and Prom is practically the same thing says a lot too. My friends are trying to convince me though. I don't think it's a bad idea. I could think of it as something to possibly prepare me to prom..If I decide to go.
A lot of people doesn't know, but most of friends notice that I have a tendency to TRIP a lot..Despite the fact I'm wearing FLAT shoes and walking on FLAT ground. You can already imagine what might happen if the shoes turns into heels, and the lights are off. Not a good mixture of things.
I'll consider things. But hey, I'm going to the movies tomorrow to watch some cheesy American rip-off of Ju-on 2. Hey, I need SOMETHING to keep me awake to finish those APUSH [ AP US HISTORY ] packets right?
That and I'm starting to doubt myself on a lot of things. I question who are my real friends and I question their motives and I question everything. Am I just paranoid? Who knows? I even question my parents questions and answers. It's not like I enjoy doing so, but somehow these questions pop up into my head despite my heavy homework load. Yearbook has began to pick up and I could HONESTLY say that they're trying their best to make a wonderful yearbook this year. Not only did I didn't get the yearbook theme last year..I didn't know HALF of the class. Oh, did I MENTION that last year, HALF of the class were EDITORS. Yea..Whoo. Definitely not reassuring.
I wonder if all this workload is eventually going to get to my head. And more to add to the mix, I got asked to Homecoming. Instead I had to turn the guy down. I felt bad, since I do like talking to him, but I'm barely passing Calculus and I could fall behind if I miss just a day of my AP classes.
I never did like dances anyways. The only dance I went to during the span of my middle school years was the last 8th grade dance. The theme was "House Party". We had slouchy couches and a pitched black small gym. Nobody danced much, except for the last slow dance. I was more or less, more NAIVE back then. I chatted and socialized but didn't feel right at the setting. After all, I was wearing a black dress with heels that I could possibly SPRAIN an ankle on in a SCHOOL full of steps.
Catastrophy. My first dance obviously all that great. The fact that I think that Homecoming and Prom is practically the same thing says a lot too. My friends are trying to convince me though. I don't think it's a bad idea. I could think of it as something to possibly prepare me to prom..If I decide to go.
A lot of people doesn't know, but most of friends notice that I have a tendency to TRIP a lot..Despite the fact I'm wearing FLAT shoes and walking on FLAT ground. You can already imagine what might happen if the shoes turns into heels, and the lights are off. Not a good mixture of things.
I'll consider things. But hey, I'm going to the movies tomorrow to watch some cheesy American rip-off of Ju-on 2. Hey, I need SOMETHING to keep me awake to finish those APUSH [ AP US HISTORY ] packets right?