Oct 20, 2004 16:50
hmm ok life is not cool. i dont like it soemtimes. ok a bit of info im really hyper riight now so yeah somethings might not make sense bc im typin really fast. soo yeah anyways hmm i just got a phone call that was really interesting. ill talk more about that at another time.
so yes. life back to that.
i like a few people, its weird one of them i know likes me and then the other? shes a big blur. i dno its weird with her i can see myself with her but it would be a weird situation i guess. WHO KNOWS MOTHER FUCKERS!
i hate being single but then i dont want to throw my self into another commitment, if that makes sense, i dno things with me n bre are just really weird i dont know where we stand and waht is going on. she says she doesnt want to be together but then why make a big deal about the anniversary that would be on the 29th of this month? i dno she says she doesnt want to lose me but i dont get it, i told her all of that so we will see what she says. this shit is strenuous to my brain right now. im wearing my heart on my sleave so bad. but oh well. and please dont leave comments about what you think i should do with bre bc ive heard it all already and its pointless, please & ty.
but on a good note im going to the Story Of The Year/My Chemical Romance/Letter Kills show on the 27th and on the 26th im going to Camp Edwards military base for some leadership training program with the crew bc the school is cool like that and lets us go on feild trips. so that should be lots of fun.
i made my confirmation last nighht.. w00p i can get married in a church now.. seriously there is no point in that since im athiest and dont believe n that shit.. GOD IS NOT REAL! JESUS WAS CRAZY! thats why they fucking killed him and then now we put all the crazy people in A CRAZY HOUSE. yeah hmm people say they have people telling them to do things but they get locked up. hmm ok and then jesus gets praised for it? real cool now fucking retards. thats my opninion but i dont care i got my money =) lol it was piimp im goin shizzopping with this shit. lol i thot the church thing would be bad but it wasnt that horrible. christine made it fun ( she was my sponser ) and she had me laughin in the popes face. oh well. i dont care. i brought all money to school today for no reaason i was supposed to walk all the way to the bank after school but no one wanted to walk that way so oh well. ill do it soon bc i cant have this much money on me ill get jumped!
or ill get tempted to pull stephs thong so far up her ass for 50 dollars lol (had to be there)
well i got dinner now so i will update lateer or something.
leave me comments bitches.
. m i k e ;;