Oct 02, 2004 15:18
Here's another one.
Innocent and beauty are just a few of the words you think of
when you hear her name.
She was always there when you needed her, just always doing
everything just right.
Boys were never a priority until this year, she figured since
every other girl was getting boyfriends then why not her?
She had her eye on a few, but it just seemed as if there was
nothing out there for her.
Sooner or later she stumbled upon one, he was your typical
average guy who was sort of rebellious.
When they started to talk he would always make refereneces
to things related to sex.
She had came to think that a way to a guy's heart is to have
sex with him.
She knew she wasn't ready, but she figured aslong as if it
would mean that she would have a boyfriend and that's all
that mattered to her.
As she would go to his house some days out of the week she
would always try to make herself look available because she
wanted him to stay with her.
Nothing ever came of it for a while because people were
always around.
At a night of good quality time his parents had told them
that they are running out for a while thinking they can
trust them so she could stay.
As his parents were pulling out of the drive way he knew
exactly what he was going to do.
He contemplated how to get the awkwardness out of the way
and bring it up and suggest that they should "share that special
moment" knowing that no was not an answer.
He begged and pleaded as she continued thinking of excuses out
of giving herself up to him.
He finally got fed up with her and started franticly screaming at
her, then for the first time he punched her.
He had told her that if she doesn't do what he wants he would kill
her, she was fourteen, and being put under control of a "man" she
had no idea how to handle this but yet still didnt submit.
He left the room, she was left there not knowing what to do shaking,
anticipating the time his parents came home.
He came back in the room grabbed her by her arm and pulled her to
his room.
When they got there, he threw her on to the bed. and tied her hands
and feet together so she had no way out to get help.
He had beat her then had finally got her to the state he wanted, scared
shitless for her life.
As he began to strip her of her dignity, the only thing going through her
mind was how she could look at herself the same.
When he finished he quickly untied her and pulled her close and whispered
in her ear that if she told anyone he would slice her throat and then gave her
her clothes and sent her on her way.
She took the long way home as the rain dripping down her face she began
to cry, still shaking.
As she was walking home she kept telling herself that it was all her fault
and that she was the reason this had happened.
Part of her wanted to just not go home, she knew she didnt want to
face her family all bruised and hurt.
im thinking of adding to it tho bc it seems retarded at the end but i dno.
comment i guess.